Sunday, May 2, 2010

complain

complain (vb.) to express resentment of displeasure
from Collins Australian Dictionary


NOPE

I AM NOT COMPLAINING

about how unlucky i am for not having the opportunity

about how unhappy i am whenever i am down

about how disgusted i am whenever i am being yelled at

about how upset and confused when i saw someone at my age that get everything

without working hard themselves

THEY JUST BORN INTO IT

CAME TO THE WORLD AND HAVE IT LIKE IT'S THE ONLY THING THAT'S RIGHT

i know i am so much luckier than a lot of other people

of a lot of other peers

of a lot of other girls

of a lot of others that they are the ones that really have the right to complain about their lives

but

how could i not say anything

well, or write if you insist,

when i saw that?

how could it be possible that anyone like me saw someone better than us

and not thought about the lousiness of my own?

Why is it me?

NOPE STOP COMPLAINING

*deep breath*

Then why did i write this post?

I dont know,

dont ask me,

maybe i am just whingy,

maybe i just cant get the slightest idea about why am i still awake at 11.29pm

and tommorrow is school day...

maybe.

*deep sigh*