complain (vb.) to express resentment of displeasure
from Collins Australian Dictionary
NOPE
I AM NOT COMPLAINING
about how unlucky i am for not having the opportunity
about how unhappy i am whenever i am down
about how disgusted i am whenever i am being yelled at
about how upset and confused when i saw someone at my age that get everything
without working hard themselves
THEY JUST BORN INTO IT
CAME TO THE WORLD AND HAVE IT LIKE IT'S THE ONLY THING THAT'S RIGHT
i know i am so much luckier than a lot of other people
of a lot of other peers
of a lot of other girls
of a lot of others that they are the ones that really have the right to complain about their lives
but
how could i not say anything
well, or write if you insist,
when i saw that?
how could it be possible that anyone like me saw someone better than us
and not thought about the lousiness of my own?
Why is it me?
NOPE STOP COMPLAINING
*deep breath*
Then why did i write this post?
I dont know,
dont ask me,
maybe i am just whingy,
maybe i just cant get the slightest idea about why am i still awake at 11.29pm
and tommorrow is school day...
maybe.
*deep sigh*